Mad, anger, hatred, loathe

How long can it stay? forever maybe? maybe not, when there is love as a reminder? it's hard to make it stay longer, to harvest it rather than to let it go completely. would i be stronger to let go? question after a question revolving in my mind like a shuffle player, again and again and again. one more question; would i be ready to face it? it's been quite sometimes and i'm still unsure...